Wednesday, July 25, 2007

The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe

***This maybe the time of the month where I question myself and the things that have been happening with me -- this can be the so called self-assessment(wtf?!)***


So who am I this month or should I say for the past few months...


The LION

When you syllabicate the word it would spell as LI-ON. Which is a homonym of "La Un" in tagalog...

In (layman's) or should I consider Jhoanna's terms, its the Little Miss Past Time..

For the past months I feel for so many times being a part time person..

Part time secretary...
Part time teacher...
Part time SO...
Part time bestfriend...
Part time sister..
Part time teacher..
Part time everything..

In most cases, I consent the situation.
I consent people to make me a part time person in their lives...
I willingly let them take a part of my life and leave me hanging without any warning signs..

Yes, its unfair! But really,in many ways I make this SHIT happen..So right now i am a LION...


The WITCH

Witch . a person, now esp. a woman, who professes or is supposed to practice magic, esp. black magic or the black art; sorceress. Cf. warlock. (Retrieved from http://www.infoplease.com/dictionary/witch)

I have been a WITCH for quite some time, but definitely not the literal meaning of it. I don't have magic or any supernatural power and Im not an old woman. (haha!)


I feel like a Witch because I have been talking shitty and tactless to some people...

I know I offended people with my comments and somehow I dont apologize for it. Aside from that, I do things that I should not have done especially that I am the one in authority in that situation. This is so witchy! haha!

and lastly,

The WARDROBE


From the words of Gee Bravo, "I am a teacher in DISGUISE".

I pretend to be someone I am not..

Everytime I finish a class I get frustrated and in a way useless..
I'm still weighing if this is the right path for me or if Im just doing all this for money and lack of job that would accept me..

On the contrary, everytime Im in class and with my students, I feel I have so much to share and to learn from them.
I love my students.. present and former students..
I love my co-teachers and the people I work with...
I love the subject and its objective...

So why do I feel like this everytime..
Well, I also dont know..




This is who I am for the past months. Right now, I need answers which I am pretty sure wouldnt be answered..


Still, after all this.. All's good:)







2 comments:

temi said...

you have presented your thoughts very well. think you should write a book.. maybe by then you'll not get frustrated and useless...
your self-assessment is cool... pero parang bitin sa huli.. hehe galig-galing..creative

Beata said...

People should read this.